Furbie123
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posted : 07.07.2009
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I am scared. I think I have depression. Basically my way of thinking is "what is the point of doing anything? It wont matter because we shall all die anyway." I only recently stopped self harming and I think i have alwayss felt like this but self harming preocuppied me. I have a heck of a lot of scars up my arm and whenever i look at them I feel scared. I have wasted 9 years of my life in sadness and that scares me more than dying does. I feel like a failure.
Another thing, I went to a councilor weekly and I trusted him but I left my poem/diary behind and he read it and phoned social services and I am really nervous and I cant trust anyone. please help.
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barbie
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posted : 30.04.2010
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i have been really depressed for almost 4 months now i normally love going to school but untill these girls lindsay and cara started on me i make resons not to go to schooltheyalso told my friends to stay away its like the only friend i have is my cousin and this is only in school i am always alone at breaks and lunch. my parents and my brother always tell me to hit them but i get really scard i dont know what to do they push me too the limit that i never want to go to school or kill someone what could i do i have been bullied since i was 4 or 5 and now am almost 14 i have so much anger in me i just get scard to let it out i dont know what to do
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